What Are We Doing?

do you ever listen to music and imaging and yearn for that life you want... or maybe you're just living your life to your fullest unlike the most people. you cannot tell me you listen to a song like Meet Me in the Woods and not yearn for that life that you want so bad, sometimes it doesn't even take music it could be the smallest thing, like experiencing a feeling and realizing thats what you want to feel like. trying to look back and pin point whats stopping you from becoming this person that you want so bad. i hope i'm not the first to break this to you, but unfortunately that my friend that "huge" thing stopping you from this is yourself

now lets take a look back a bit, who are you friends with? do you enjoy spending time with them, are you able to accomplish what you want to with them? maybe its your partner.. are you able to be the person you want to without them judging? now if the answer to those wonderful questions is a no then there ya go. you're keeping yourself in these relationships where you're not able to grow, accomplish what you want to, LIVE the way you want to.

no one is stopping you, the only person to change things is you. and i know trust me easier said then done. everything goes by so fast why are you wasting so much time not being you? making it possible for you to grow into the person you are becoming or the person you want to be, it seems so far away but it could be one decision away. for me i really wanted to start a blog but thought i would get judged heavily by the people around me, but here we are right, though no body reads this crap. confidence doesn't just come from yourself its who you CHOOSE to surround yourself with..

now a slight disclaimer i cannot guarantee this works cause i haven't had the courage to do it myself! i know don"t dish it if you cant take it but who knows maybe this is the first step of me actually understanding it?